[Jonathan]

I thought you were happy
But I guess it was an act
How did I not see it?
Your life was so off-track

I thought I was there for you
I was always there
You just needed to come to me
And tell me all your fears

I thought you knew better-
That this would hurt me deep
You told me not to take my life
But silently you weep

I thought you were my best friend
And you told me everything
But I guess you couldn?t share
What you were truly feeling

I thought you had everything
But you hid your tears
Your life was hardly perfect
You had so many fears

What happened to make you feel this bad?
You knew we all loved you
I should have seen this coming-
Now there?s nothing I can do

How could I not see it
That your smile was a disguise
You had to hide your tears from the world
Your own life you despised

So, why?d you choose to hurt us so?
I guess I thought wrong
I didn?t see your sadness
And now my best friend's gone

How could I ignore it
The way you looked so sad
I knew that you were upset
But I didn?t think it was that bad

How could I have let this happen
I should have made you tell me
This is all my fault
Why didn?t I see?

So, tell me why?d you leave me
Without any good-bye
I miss you so much, Val
Now all I do is cry...